Hella Hot mix

okay...i think i've have become..overly happy. It's grossing me out, really. I really don't think i am a good person, but i'm not only heartless. i like to think i do think about my actions..sometimes. anyway, i am stressing over everything and freaking out. god. though, surprisingly, i feel kinda...blank. it's more like i'm watching everything then living it. it's not exactly a great feeling. It's like your being passed by.
Today i heard a question. If you could have everything you want or do what you know is right, what would you choose?
neither guarentee happiness, but both promise unhappiness. I know what i'm suppose to choose, but i can't help but wonder...if it came down to it...would i do it?